![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6){kind=small}
Book-outs are really precious to all NSmen, i believe so....
I felt mine is not well-spent, and will never be well-spent.
(Why so?)
The fact that there are time constraints and it is impossible to meet up with
all my different cliques of friends, and family. ):
I am that kinda person who really cherish relationship,
even though I don't express it very well, i meant it with sincerity.
I wished I could just organize a weekly meet up with cliques from secondary sch,
poly, and from other social aspect of my life and most importantly, my family.
I dont want to miss out on anyone's life, for we live life only once and should cherish it with all our might.
I hate to bottle my thoughts! Especially in the Asian Culture where people
tend to not express their emotions very well.
I'm telling you that it is really important to tell others how much you appreciate them
in your life, and always treat them like how you want them to treat you.
But such practice are condoned in Asia.
For example, when i told my mum i love her, it'll all end with an awkward silence.
Well, maybe i should express it through actions, and i dare say i tried!!
On an additional note, I do have my problems in love life. TT Even though i pretended that i moved on, I still miss you.
So much that i thought about you on a daily basis. I HATE THISSS..!! Its sad to say that everything i do, i think about you.
Guess a 4-years relationship is a lot harder to forgo than i thought. I'm confused. I told myself few years ago, when i initiated the break-up,
that trust is like a piece of paper. Once crumpled, it'll never be the same again. I still had strong feelings for you then... It was a tough decision to make.
more than a year have passed, and I'm still trapped with 'regrets'. Well, i sent u a text this afternoon, and you didn't reply... i felt sucky all over again.
hhope you're doing well. Take care!!
Wish me luck for the centipede exercise!!
I felt mine is not well-spent, and will never be well-spent.
(Why so?)
The fact that there are time constraints and it is impossible to meet up with
all my different cliques of friends, and family. ):
I am that kinda person who really cherish relationship,
even though I don't express it very well, i meant it with sincerity.
I wished I could just organize a weekly meet up with cliques from secondary sch,
poly, and from other social aspect of my life and most importantly, my family.
I dont want to miss out on anyone's life, for we live life only once and should cherish it with all our might.
I hate to bottle my thoughts! Especially in the Asian Culture where people
tend to not express their emotions very well.
I'm telling you that it is really important to tell others how much you appreciate them
in your life, and always treat them like how you want them to treat you.
But such practice are condoned in Asia.
For example, when i told my mum i love her, it'll all end with an awkward silence.
Well, maybe i should express it through actions, and i dare say i tried!!
On an additional note, I do have my problems in love life. TT Even though i pretended that i moved on, I still miss you.
So much that i thought about you on a daily basis. I HATE THISSS..!! Its sad to say that everything i do, i think about you.
Guess a 4-years relationship is a lot harder to forgo than i thought. I'm confused. I told myself few years ago, when i initiated the break-up,
that trust is like a piece of paper. Once crumpled, it'll never be the same again. I still had strong feelings for you then... It was a tough decision to make.
more than a year have passed, and I'm still trapped with 'regrets'. Well, i sent u a text this afternoon, and you didn't reply... i felt sucky all over again.
hhope you're doing well. Take care!!
Wish me luck for the centipede exercise!!
